I have a habit of walking into the University of
Akron bookstore in-between my classes. I buy bottled water and
browse through the bargain bookshelf for something interesting
fewer than five dollars. Every once in a while I stumble upon
something simply splendid, at which time I'm compelled to jump
up and down with glee and promptly make my purchases. Recently
I had the good luck to happen upon a splendid book called Use
Me.
The title itself called out to me, I mean, how
could a book called Use Me not be good? I was of course
right. At first glance I thought the book was ten short stories,
fully disconnected. I was quite surprised and pleased when Evie's
and Mary Beth's stories collided and combined. I loved the way
Elissa told the story. The first person viewpoint put you so
close to the characters that you could almost smell their breath
and feel their eyelashes brush your cheek.
The stories develop on their own and then merge
into one poignant tale. The delightful writing almost masks the
bitter truths they tell and the result is exhilarating. I can't
think of any other book that brought tears to my eyes and, believe
me, I've read way more than my share of books. The hard reality
of the book actually quite shocked me as I expected it to be
more Bridget Jones, Diary-esque. I like being surprised though
and quite enjoyed the twists and turns that Elissa Schappell
weaves.
Evie and Mary Beth are just two girls that could
be anyone. They could be your neighbors, your classmate; they
could be you, or even me. The experiences they have, the thoughts,
the feelings, the overwhelming emotions. It's all something we
can relate to. In fact they seem to be a part of us, somewhere
deep inside, and that's why the book is so hard-hitting. The
experiences they have, though they seem to be extreme to some
point, are quite common now. It's not as far fetched as we want
to believe. We'd rather not think about a young girl going in
for her third abortion. We don't want to think about the devastating
effects of cancer. We don't want to think about reality. The
beauty of this book is that it tells reality in such a way that
you almost don't realize it's real. And then you stop, and think,
and realize. Really the only thing I want to say about this book
is read it.